(This entry is shakily written with many stops and trailing ink lines.)
I... I made a mistake. I was blinded by greed and by arrogance. I believed that there was nothing that could stop the strength of Mon... and with Mesi using it, there was few obstacles that couldn't be overcome. Because of this, because of this, because of me, I almost got a friend killed... I figured after the whale, Mesi could take on anything, and I wanted to test and see if she got a similar feeling if she killed an animal while using the Mon that she did with the whale. We went out and hunted for a while and she said she didn't feel anything, and so I suggested that we may need something stronger... I had never fought a bear before and assumed it would be no matter for someone like Mesi... This viewpoint would quickly change as we began fighting the creature. This bear was brutal, it barreled through our arrows and attacked Mesi head on. Even when pierced by her spear, the beast kept attacking relentlessly. Through a sustained fight, Mesi unleashed some sort of power from the Mon, imbuing her with the power to finish off the beast. After making sure she still could walked, we began making our way back into the city, hours away... She collapsed on the way... I used the Mon to get her back to town as quickly as I could... Thankfully she still lives.
I was careless and almost got Mesi killed. It has been a while since I have I felt as much guilt and shame at my own actions. I should be more careful, not just for myself anymore, but for my comrades as well.